vineri, 7 august 2009
duminică, 14 iunie 2009
Missing him... by Aangel
"I'm falling even more in love with you , letting go of all I've held onto, I'm standing here until you make me move, I'm hanging by a moment here with you, I'm living for the only thing i know, I'm running and not quite sure where to go, I don't know what I'm diving into just hanging by a moment here with you"
She hasn't seen him in a while but the feelings she has for him are still alive in her heart... It hurts her so bad seeing so many happy couples all around her, they make her think about him and dream about how it could have been...
She's sad again because even though she didn't see him for such a long time, her desire for him is still growing... She's lost in memories again, memories of all the things he said, memories of the few moments they spent together...
The echo of her steps, the sound the high heels make when they touch the ground makes her dream with her eyes wide open... She finds that sound magic and she feels like she's in another dimension, in another world... She feels beautiful, attractive, loved and desired...
If only he could see her now... If he could see the way she glows, the way she shines like a falling star in the middle of a moonless night...
While walking on the empty street she hears a distant whisper... She hears his soft warm voice telling her everything's gonna be OK... She wants to believe that voice so much, as much as she wants the dream to never end!
She hasn't seen him in a while but the feelings she has for him are still alive in her heart... It hurts her so bad seeing so many happy couples all around her, they make her think about him and dream about how it could have been...
She's sad again because even though she didn't see him for such a long time, her desire for him is still growing... She's lost in memories again, memories of all the things he said, memories of the few moments they spent together...
The echo of her steps, the sound the high heels make when they touch the ground makes her dream with her eyes wide open... She finds that sound magic and she feels like she's in another dimension, in another world... She feels beautiful, attractive, loved and desired...
If only he could see her now... If he could see the way she glows, the way she shines like a falling star in the middle of a moonless night...
While walking on the empty street she hears a distant whisper... She hears his soft warm voice telling her everything's gonna be OK... She wants to believe that voice so much, as much as she wants the dream to never end!
sâmbătă, 28 martie 2009
Bittersweet by Aangel
"If I tell you, will you listen, will you stay, will you be here forever, never go away? I never thought things would change, hold me tight, please don't say again that you have to go... A bitter thought, I had it all but I just let it go, hold your silence, it's so violence since you're gone... All my thoughts are with you forever 'till the day we'll be back together, I will be waiting for you..."
It's Saturday night and she's alone... She misses him, the solitude makes her think about him even more... She needs him so much, she can't stand this feeling of loneliness, it's killing her.
Her love is so strong that it hurts her so bad but she knows that after all that has happened, after all she's done and after everything he did and said, there is no chance they could have any kind of relationship...
She knows she made some mistakes but she's only human, she can't be as perfect as he'd want her to be no matter how hard she'd try... But he isn't perfect either, he made some mistakes too and the things he did brought her pain and sorrow... She's somehow mad at him for all he's done because even though she's not perfect, she's convinced that she didn't deserve all that pain and that she isn't so bad as he thinks she is. She's sure she didn't make such big mistakes so that he'd treat her like he does. Maybe she got selfish at some point and wanted to have her part of fun, just like he did, the only difference is that he was much more selfish than she was... He only thought about himself while she couldn't stop herself from thinking about him, not even during the time she acted wrong, he was in her heart and in her mind all along those moments...
She never pretended she did things right but at least she didn't lie to herself or to the others. She's very upset by the fact that he said some bad things about her behind her back, he wasn't man enough to talk directly to her and to solve all the problems with a sincere conversation... He kept avoiding her, thinking that it would make things better but that didn't happened, at least not for her.
Maybe he is happy living in his own little world with his ideas and his feelings but she can't live in her happy little world anymore because he's become a part of that world and his presence there keeps hurting her... Everything that ever happened between them was wrong, everything was a lie, a lie she believed was true, a lie she wanted to be true and to last forever, she wanted everything to be a beautiful endless dream...
In the end, despite all that has happened, she still cares about him and she wants him to be happy and to find that special person he is looking for, the special person she didn't know how to be for him... But she knows deep inside that if he'd give her a chance, she could make things right and she could prove her feelings for him despite all her mistakes and all her wrong decisions!
It's Saturday night and she's alone... She misses him, the solitude makes her think about him even more... She needs him so much, she can't stand this feeling of loneliness, it's killing her.
Her love is so strong that it hurts her so bad but she knows that after all that has happened, after all she's done and after everything he did and said, there is no chance they could have any kind of relationship...
She knows she made some mistakes but she's only human, she can't be as perfect as he'd want her to be no matter how hard she'd try... But he isn't perfect either, he made some mistakes too and the things he did brought her pain and sorrow... She's somehow mad at him for all he's done because even though she's not perfect, she's convinced that she didn't deserve all that pain and that she isn't so bad as he thinks she is. She's sure she didn't make such big mistakes so that he'd treat her like he does. Maybe she got selfish at some point and wanted to have her part of fun, just like he did, the only difference is that he was much more selfish than she was... He only thought about himself while she couldn't stop herself from thinking about him, not even during the time she acted wrong, he was in her heart and in her mind all along those moments...
She never pretended she did things right but at least she didn't lie to herself or to the others. She's very upset by the fact that he said some bad things about her behind her back, he wasn't man enough to talk directly to her and to solve all the problems with a sincere conversation... He kept avoiding her, thinking that it would make things better but that didn't happened, at least not for her.
Maybe he is happy living in his own little world with his ideas and his feelings but she can't live in her happy little world anymore because he's become a part of that world and his presence there keeps hurting her... Everything that ever happened between them was wrong, everything was a lie, a lie she believed was true, a lie she wanted to be true and to last forever, she wanted everything to be a beautiful endless dream...
In the end, despite all that has happened, she still cares about him and she wants him to be happy and to find that special person he is looking for, the special person she didn't know how to be for him... But she knows deep inside that if he'd give her a chance, she could make things right and she could prove her feelings for him despite all her mistakes and all her wrong decisions!
sâmbătă, 7 martie 2009
Vama - Zmeul (english vers)
I was running through your veins
Blew my whispers in your brains
One by one arose your kisses
Growing love within your senses
Been your kite through all this time
Wavering if you have tried
Didnt know to work my strings
Broken flying, broken wings
Broken flying, broken wings
Need to fly away
To make love with falling rain
To make love with blowing wind
To make love with endless sky
Till there is no reason why
Moon is what remains of day
Stars are sun spots of the night
Clouds are mantle for the sun
Falling me away from you
Falling me away from you
Silence is whats left in me
To make love with falling rain
To make love with blowing wind
To make love with endless sky
Till there is no reason why
Moon is what remains of day
Stars are sun spots of the night
Clouds are mantle for the sun
Falling me away from you
Falling me away, away from you
Falling me away from you
Falling
Silence is what left in me
vineri, 20 februarie 2009
Snow on the Sahara
Only tell me that you still want me here
When you wander off out there
To those hills of dust and hard winds that blow
In that dry white ocean alone
Lost out in the desert, you are lost out in the desert
But to stand with you in a ring of fire
I'll forget the days gone by
I'll protect your body and guard your soul
From mirages in your sight
Lost out in the desert
If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes
I'll pray the skies above for snow to fall on the Sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away
I'll pray the skies above for snow to fall on the Sahara
Just a wish and I will cover your shoulders
With veils of silk and gold
When the shadows come and darken your heart
Leaving you with regrets so cold
Lost out in the desert
If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes
I'll pray the skies above for snow to fall on the Sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away
I'll pray the skies above for snow to fall on the Sahara
miercuri, 28 ianuarie 2009
Today... by Aangel
"I wish I could rip out a page of my memory cause I put to much energy in him and me, can't wait till I get through this phase cause its killing me,to bad we can't re-write our own history... I don't want us to be the end of me, this love is taking all of my energy..."
Today was a sad day for her... It was a day of the past, a day of memories, a day of a lost love... She accidentally heard the song they were listening to when they first made love and that made her think about all the things that happened between them, the way they met, the way they got together for the first time, the nights they spent together... All those wonderful nights are long gone, he's kisses are far away from her now, his soul is miles away from her... She stopped existing for him the day he told her he can't go on with the "thing" they had... She was devastated that day but she somehow managed to get through like she did so many times before...
Today was a difficult day for her... she hardly stopped herself from reacting to the event and from searching him... She knows he doesn't deserve it cause he's a man and like all men do, he just threw her away after using her... He didn't need her anymore so he thought it was best to cause her pain... He picked the easy way and he made her feel he doens't care anymore...
There are just a few hours left of this day... a few difficult hours but she can control herself and she'll make it through this day without taking any action...
Anyway, she knows that in the end everything will be fine.
Today was a sad day for her... It was a day of the past, a day of memories, a day of a lost love... She accidentally heard the song they were listening to when they first made love and that made her think about all the things that happened between them, the way they met, the way they got together for the first time, the nights they spent together... All those wonderful nights are long gone, he's kisses are far away from her now, his soul is miles away from her... She stopped existing for him the day he told her he can't go on with the "thing" they had... She was devastated that day but she somehow managed to get through like she did so many times before...
Today was a difficult day for her... she hardly stopped herself from reacting to the event and from searching him... She knows he doesn't deserve it cause he's a man and like all men do, he just threw her away after using her... He didn't need her anymore so he thought it was best to cause her pain... He picked the easy way and he made her feel he doens't care anymore...
There are just a few hours left of this day... a few difficult hours but she can control herself and she'll make it through this day without taking any action...
Anyway, she knows that in the end everything will be fine.
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