joi, 25 decembrie 2008

luni, 1 decembrie 2008

Live for love... by Aangel

"We swam in the fountains beneath the northern stars, we cried from the laughter and died in each other’s arms , we ran through the graveyard to catch to midnight sun, we danced drunk and naked until the summer was gone...Remember to live for love"

She misses him so bad, she wants him so much, he's so sweet sometimes but other times he makes her feel so bad and cry so much... She stopped thinking about him for a few days but it seems like everything wants her to remember him... She wishes she could forget about him, she wishes she never met him or at least she wishes she didn't change the first impression she had about him... She knows she got in too deep too soon but she couldn't help it, there was nothing she could do about it...
She surrendered to her feelings once more even though she knew from the beginning she'd suffer... The way all started should have been a sign that things were going to end as sudden as they began... She kept fooling herself that this time it's gonna be different but her world fell apart when the illusion stopped... She should have end it sooner but she couldn't, she didn't want everything to end... she would have wanted the illusion to last forever but once more she woke up from a charming dream to the cruel, dark, sad and endless reality...
She desires to see him one more time, to talk to him, to be with him and to live the lie once again... She wants to feel his kiss again, his lips on her skin, his body pushing her against the wall, his hands touching her all over... She wishes she could have all that for just one more time, for the last time...

marți, 25 noiembrie 2008

vineri, 21 noiembrie 2008

Take it all... by Aangel

"You used call me up from time to time and it would be so hard for me not to cross the line, the words of love lay on my lips just like a curse and i knew they'd only make it worse... And now you have the nerve to play along just like the maestro beats in your song, you get your kicks from playing me and the less you give the more i want so foolishly but I will never be your stepping stone, take it all or leave me alone..."

She founds him very interesting, she likes him, she wants him... but she doesn't want to suffer again so she decided to stop thinking about him and just let things happen... She wants to see him so bad because every time she sees him, she feels very happy... She loves talking to him but she can't stand the fact that he is so stubborn and he has such weird ideas that no one can change, even if he's wrong, he refuses to see the truth, he only believes what he wants to believe...
She thinks he has a problem with trusting people, she thinks he's scared of being hurt that's why he hurts first so that others won't have the chance to hurt him...
She's afraid of being hurt too but she is willing to risk it all for him... she really likes him very much and even though they don't have any relationship and probably there will never be nothing between them she likes to spend time with him, she loves his company... No matter how bad she feels during the day, the moment she sees him, her face lightens up and she feels all her problems are gone...

Stepping stone

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