Today... by Aangel

"I wish I could rip out a page of my memory cause I put to much energy in him and me, can't wait till I get through this phase cause its killing me,to bad we can't re-write our own history... I don't want us to be the end of me, this love is taking all of my energy..."

Today was a sad day for her... It was a day of the past, a day of memories, a day of a lost love... She accidentally heard the song they were listening to when they first made love and that made her think about all the things that happened between them, the way they met, the way they got together for the first time, the nights they spent together... All those wonderful nights are long gone, he's kisses are far away from her now, his soul is miles away from her... She stopped existing for him the day he told her he can't go on with the "thing" they had... She was devastated that day but she somehow managed to get through like she did so many times before...
Today was a difficult day for her... she hardly stopped herself from reacting to the event and from searching him... She knows he doesn't deserve it cause he's a man and like all men do, he just threw her away after using her... He didn't need her anymore so he thought it was best to cause her pain... He picked the easy way and he made her feel he doens't care anymore...
There are just a few hours left of this day... a few difficult hours but she can control herself and she'll make it through this day without taking any action...
Anyway, she knows that in the end everything will be fine.