Vama@Fratelli :X:X:X

I wanna make it worth the fight...

There's a wish I have...and I really want it so bad to become true...It's like nothing I ever felt, it's like I need the magic to be real, I need to make it worth the fight, I need to make worth waiting for, I need to make it worth living for... I need to make up for all the time I wasted, for all the time I spent doing things that didn't really matter... I wanna feel fulfilled, I need to feel I've done something great in my life because now I'm just feeling I wasted so much time that I can't turn back, I feel I'm getting old and I'm just scared of the thought that I might not be around some day and there will be no one to care, I'm scared of the fact that I might wake up a few years from now and find myself alone and find that life has been passing me by all this time... I wanna have the chance to have a big, beautiful family, I wanna have at least the 2 kids I always dreamt about, I want him to be the man that I grow old with... I want him to be the man who's gonna hold my hand and take me for a walk in our beautiful garden when I'm old, I want him to be the man who'll take care of me and who'll be there for me for the rest of my life... I just want him to love me at least as much as I love him... I want him to give me everything he's got, I want him to give me every smile he's got, every tear, every sorrow, every joy, every feeling...just everything that makes him be who he is... I want him to grow up and realise that time never stops and we never get to have as much as we want of it... We never get to have enough time... So I just want us to make the dream come true, to make the story real and to have a wonderful ending of the story with us being old, having grandchildren and telling them our great, funny, twisted, happy story till the very last day...