joi, 25 decembrie 2008

luni, 1 decembrie 2008

Live for love... by Aangel

"We swam in the fountains beneath the northern stars, we cried from the laughter and died in each other’s arms , we ran through the graveyard to catch to midnight sun, we danced drunk and naked until the summer was gone...Remember to live for love"

She misses him so bad, she wants him so much, he's so sweet sometimes but other times he makes her feel so bad and cry so much... She stopped thinking about him for a few days but it seems like everything wants her to remember him... She wishes she could forget about him, she wishes she never met him or at least she wishes she didn't change the first impression she had about him... She knows she got in too deep too soon but she couldn't help it, there was nothing she could do about it...
She surrendered to her feelings once more even though she knew from the beginning she'd suffer... The way all started should have been a sign that things were going to end as sudden as they began... She kept fooling herself that this time it's gonna be different but her world fell apart when the illusion stopped... She should have end it sooner but she couldn't, she didn't want everything to end... she would have wanted the illusion to last forever but once more she woke up from a charming dream to the cruel, dark, sad and endless reality...
She desires to see him one more time, to talk to him, to be with him and to live the lie once again... She wants to feel his kiss again, his lips on her skin, his body pushing her against the wall, his hands touching her all over... She wishes she could have all that for just one more time, for the last time...