Her story... by Aangel

"...Will we find each other in the dark...my long lost love..."

She knows she has some feelings for him but she doesn't think she can call that LOVE... It's just the way he makes her feel...happy, free, the safety he gives her...like no one else before... It's his way of kissing her forehead...so sweet, soft, warm...so intimate... The way he touches her, like she was never touched before, the way he explores her...her body, her soul... The way he calls her name makes her feel like she is the first, the last, the only woman on Earth...
When she is with him she feels there is no end, no beginning, there is only an infinite passion... He makes her feel like there's no tomorrow... She lives for that single moment in which they are together, they are ONE...
When she is with him she knows, she feels he cares about her, she feels she's not just a sex toy for him... She feels that, even though they don't have a "relationship" there is something between them, there is a connection that no one can break...
She knows she shouldn't allow herself to think about him so much... But when she closes her eyes, she feels his embrace, she feels his breath on her, she feels his kisses, his caresses... When she closes her eyes she feels she doesn't exist anymore... she is HERSELF only with him...
The world doesn't exist anymore when he touches her, when he holds her in his arms, close to his heart... She loves the way she feels his scent when he holds her, the way she feels his heart beating...
The moment their lips combine brings her so much joy...everything lights up when she feels his lips on her lips, when she feels his lips and he's breath on her neck... There is no greater peace, pleasure and fulfillment in the world but that moment... She wishes she could freeze that moment and stay there, with him for ever... He is her joy and her pain, her happiness and her sorrow, her laughters and her tears... He's everything that she IS and everything that she IS NOT... He's the sweetest pain and the greatest pleasure... The way he holds her hand, never letting her go is the most peaceful thing for her, the most intimate moment... It's the moment they become a single soul, a single person and they are there, together, facing the whole world no matter what happens...
When they are together, the air around them is full of their joy,their passion, their love for life... They live the moments they are together like there's no tomorrow...
She sometimes wonders if it would be that perfect if they'd have a real relationship... but she truly doubts it... She knows their "relationship" as it is, is the most wonderful, precious and perfect thing in the world and though his absence hurts her, she wouldn't change their relationship for nothing in this world... She is willing to pay in tears all the great moments he brings her!
When she is with him she forgets the lonely nights, the lonely tears, she forgets her problems, her worries and she IS WITH HIM from the bottom of her heart and she lives those moments to the FULL!