Black and white rainbow by Aangel

She loves him so much...he is the first man that made her think about the kids they'd have, about the live they'd live together...he is the first man that made her think about a lifetime spent together...
She wants to share her life with him but she is afraid he doesn't feel the same... he is the only man that succeeded in making her think about the day she'd say "I do" with all her heart...
She is so anxious to spend every second, every day, every year of her life with him but now she's afraid that everything is falling apart... he isn't there for her when she needs him most, he's always busy and even though she tries to understand him she can't...
She knows he has a very difficult job but she can't understand the fact that he is to busy for her, his job is taking him away from her and that hurts her very much... if they go on like this, she's afraid that he'll never be there, if he is so busy, he won't even see his children grow...
She is forced to deal with everything alone... When she met him, she felt that he'll be a support for her but unfortunatly he isn't, he is not how she hoped he'd be, he isn't the man she thought he is when they got together... He's an imperfect man even though in her eyes he was perfect at the beginning but she is willing to keep on loving him as he is because she realized she can't live without him...