Memories... by Aangel

"All of my memories keep you near,in silent moments imagine you here,all of my memories keep you near,in silent whispers, silent tears..."

All that she has now are the memories... memories of a love that was never hers, memories of the words that were never meant for her, memories of his feelings, his kisses, his caresses... memories that belong to another woman that she replaces for a short while... All that she wanted was never hers, all that she thought she had was just a lie... All the good moments in her life were a lie... The beautiful feelings were unreal but the love she feels is real, the pain he brings her is real... She only wants to be with him all though she knows that for him it's just a game, an illusion...
She feels so empty, so alone... Every night she misses him, she needs his presence... For her,he is THE ONE, the most precious, in her heart, he is perfect...
She feels an endless desire for him, she has an endless passion and an endless love to give him...
She wants to be the one that makes him happy, the one who erases his pain, his fears... She wants to be the one that he desires... She wants him to see the love in her eyes, to read the wors on her lips, she wants him to feel what she is feeling...
Everything she thought was right, is wrong, everything that used to make her happy, hurts her now... She needs to find a reason to keep fighting, to keep hoping she will find the love she needs... That's all she ever wanted, to find a real love... a love without lies, without tears, without lonely nights and empty souls...
All she ever wanted was to feel that she is loved, that someone cares about her and doesn't want to hurt her...