You... by Aangel

"You know you're all that I live for,you know I'd die just to hold you,stay with you...somehow I'll show you,that you are my night sky..."

Last night she felt his scent on her pillow, on her skin... She felt his breath on her, his body close to hers... As her tears started falling, she felt his embrace, his kisses...
She is longing to hold him, to kiss him, to caress him, to tell him what he means to her, to tell him that she loves him so much, that he is her reason of living...he's the first person she thinks about when she opens her eyes in the lonely mornings and the last one on her mind every night she cries herself to sleep...
She misses him like crazy... Every day, every hour, every minute, every second without him feels like forever for her... She'd give up everything just to kiss him once again, to hold him again, to feel him close to her one more time...
Every time she thinks about him, she feels like crying... When she sees his face or hears his voice she feels that her world is falling apart...
She loves him so much that she'd do anything for him, for his happiness all though she knows that it hurts her...
She wishes she could stop loving him, stop caring about him and most of all she wishes she could stop crying...
She wishes she couldn't feel anything, she wishes not to see him so often because every time she sees him her pain feels so alive...
Her life has become so sad without him, after all the happy moments he gave her, she feels that she can't go on anymore without him, she feels that life is passing her by and there's nothing she can do to stop it, she needs him to feel alive, she feels good only with him but she knows that she has to face the reality and accept the fact that he was never hers... She has to go on someway, somehow...